My Italian Stallion

Okay, so I am going to meet with my previous SD TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!He goes by Italian Stallion. I hope it works out. I haven't spoken to him for a long time. He dumped me in the past because he recently stated that couldn't afford me anymore. I was pretty heart broken. I have struggling a lot this past month. I am so suprised he emailed me today... Hopefully good news are in order. I do care a lot of him and his wishes and I can see why we fell off. I truly understand the concept of having a SD/SB Arrangement, but I never thought in my life he would say, "You Owe Me". Those words should not be in a Sugar World Vocabulary. He would always complained on how much he has done for me. Okay, that I can understand, but saying "You owe me" makes me feel like some hooker off the street and I deserve better. He couldn't understand where I was coming from, so thats why he left. Should we keep it short and sweet, or have a long discussion and pour our feelings out? I would like some advice on this. I have a couple of hours to do my hair and nails ETC, then its time to hit the road. I just want to talk to him and see whats on his mind. I have a place in my heart for him. Another reason why he left me is because he is falling in love with me and this is something I am not looking for at this time. Never mix sugar with your personal life. It can get ugly. I just really hope it works out because I have had my fair share of wierd SDs......